Healing in the mist of the darkness seems to be an impossible thing, right? While the concept of it seems inconceivable. Now don't get me wrong I love my family, I really do. I also get that we are going to have different point of views. But living in their house while finishing up college was a dark season. A season filled with drama and fighting on everyone's parts including me. But the one thing that kept me going; I was jobless at the time as well, was God. And my friends in the church as well was what kept me going.
I tell you guys this not to be mean or to be harsh with my family but to try and get the point that I have started to heal in the middle of all that mess. I'm out on my own. I have someone that is not afraid to call me out when I stumble, but also has the grace to help me get back and that is something that I never really got living at my parents house. I have had to pretty much figure things out on my own, which is not bad. Basically I didn't have the support system that I needed that I now have.
It's amazing at what hard work can do. I'm almost done with college and I will be graduating next spring. It's been a long hard road, but things with my family are getting better. My work environment has changed for the better as well. I'm loved and accept where I'm at and making new friends. So it's possible to heal in the mist of the Darkness.
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