So what happens when the Light of God crashes with the darkness? What happens when you are so deep beneath the surface and feel like giving up? I don't know what you have been through or what you are going through. Here is a music video that I was apart of and the guy singing it is my father, my spiritual father. He has helped me through so much and he has an amazing family. Click the link below.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jmvxG6eSPEs
What the video shows in what happens when the light meets the dark. We are just getting started with when the light meets the dark. But just know this, God is for you, He sent his only son to die for us.
"What shall we then say to these things? If God be for us, who can be against us? He that spared not his own Son, but delivered him up for us all, how shall he not with him also freely give us all things?" Romans 8:31-32
My thoughts and prayers are to you reader. Please know that God loves you, and he never leaves your side.